mood swing mood swings!!!
i HATE mood swings!!!
been getting them for 2 days straight now
ate like 2 meals in 2 days
damn its a miracle i havent fainted at all -.-
i HATE doing this to myself
and i absolutely HATE feeling like this all the time
not eating...nt sleeping well...always brooding over things...
i cant seem to control my tears as well as i used to be able to anymore
when my tears come i just let them come
(yes i cried in school....twice)
maybe i shouldnt have told him at all in the first place
maybe things could have turned out differently
its still a little early to regret aint it...
i want to know now...i really do
its getting unbearably difficult to just go through the motion of everyday school life
without saying anything, doing anything...
lucky says im brave...
but if im so brave then why do i always cry when im alone
why do i always blame myself for every little thing that happens
damn i just feel so....stuck....
there.
my feelings bared, honest and true...
the first time i cried so hard while typing a post
and i cant even touch the only shoulder i want to cry on...
About Me
- ANTHEA aka Aunty, MaYi, QiQi??
18 and luvin' it :P
19th sept. Virgo
LOVES---
chocolates!! and strawberries!! :) and jap fooood
playing piano, guitar, clarinet and singing~~
anything blue and totally adores doggies!!
Street-talk
Angels in my life
- abbie!!
- aiwei
- amanda
- bertram
- chee sheng
- claire
- cyrus =P
- daven!!
- fatin
- firdaus
- huifong ^^
- jackie =D
- Jane (:
- jasper
- jinghang
- joaquimchorale =)
- joey
- jiahao
- jiamin
- justin
- kai jie
- kenny
- kimberly
- lucky~~
- manxing
- mavis ^^
- minkai
- minggui
- peiwen
- Poks!!
- qionghui
- sharon sr. =]
- sharon jr.
- veronica
- weijie
- weiting
- yijia =D
- yiling =3
- yiqian
- yvonne :]
- zona ^^
- class blog =D
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Kudos
- In The Middle
- By Damien Lockheart