well, had fun today. with jane and poks and lucky
went to shop for bbq foooooooooood with them
bought strawberries again. and this time its 2 boxes ><>and that's what i need my strawberries for.
to distract my thoughts. even if it is for a while...
(yes. its situations like this when i thank god for strawberries)
because thinking about you; not only does it take up so much more than the amount of energy i can spare, but it also ruins my appetite and mercilessly robs me of my much-needed sleep...
i wanted to scold u,
for making me worry.
but i didn know how to,
because u left in a hurry.
i didn know where to start.
felt like i was about to pop!
afraid that if i do start,
then i wont know how to stop!
all i could do was trust you and nod and say okay
and it probably took almost all of what i had in me,
to prevent myself from asking back, "are u sure?"
yea. that probably killed me then and there.
so this is my ghost saying, "goodnight all"
p.s. this is also my ghost saying, "jane, cheer up cheer up. if u need anything, im still here for ya."
